Is fame an understatement?

I watch TV sometimes, mainly the disney shows like, That's So Raven, Suit Life of Zack and Cody, and Phil of the Future, and I wonder, are their lives as glamorous as it looks?

Ricky Ullman

An actor from one of my most favorite comedies, Phil of the Future. He always looks happy, but is he really like this? Does someone famous ever have time to themselves? Sure, the money he makes has to be pretty good, but as it is said, money doesn't bring happiness. I wish sometimes I could be in the spot light and be recognized for some kind of talent, but my performance skills are very lack and I'm too shy to do anything about it. I guess in Ricky's case, stars are usually very talented from the very beginning.

I guess in God's eyes we are all famous people and are just as worthy of the spot light as anybody else.

People are big critics!

Yesterday was the portfolio fair, I was confident that I could do it. I make it to the first interview, of course mistakes are found right off the bat, but he doesn't make me feel bad about it. The next interviewer was great I got all perfect marks. The last interviewer was a butt head, first he looks at my transcript and sees that I took Spanish I and II and starts speaking to me in Spanish, thinking I would be able to respond I explain to him that I haven't practiced the language for months, he docks points off my score then he for some reason didn't give me an excellent score for my outfit, but gives my brother an excellent score and we both wore suits. That man made me so angry for his unjust scores. I know I'm better than what he rated me!